Change is Good.

I have never been so depressed in my life. I had been back on U.S. soil all of one day and I already wanted so desperately to return to the Italian countryside. I missed my friends, the food, and the culture, not to mention the view. Weeks passed by, and after seeing all of my friends and family, I was proactive in my search for employment. For 6 months I struggled like all of my friends, trying to find a decent job within my field that would help me pay off my ridiculously expensive student loans. I applied for everything that came across my path that I deemed interesting. I made it to the final round of Teach for America, didn’t make it. Something about them needing more women of color…

So yea I thought my life was hard and I would never amount to anything. I invested so much time and money in my education and I had nothing to show for it. I was scared. Nervous and worried about the bills that would soon arrive at my doorstep. Instead, opportunity came knocking and I received an offer for a position that I love and will help me further my aspirations towards a PHD. But that was just the beginning. I had to make the bold decision to move to D.C.

In case anyone was wondering D.C. is expensive. I thought I made it with my awesome new job and my cute new apartment. But in all that excitement, I forgot you have to furnish the apartment, turn on amenities, decide between luxuries and really just change your insurance, registration and checks to D.C. addresses or else you will always be wrong and pay a fine.

All this change since my return to the states, most of you would call it growing up. And that’s fair, but no one said it would be full of positive and negative emotions. My experience hasn’t been the easiest and I am soooooo thankful for my family, and my roommate for being so supportive, encouraging, and honest. Their patience has allowed me to learn what needed to get done to truly live on my own. I was able to embrace the change taking place around me and had it guide my next steps. I am now excited to see what the future will bring because the steps to get here were so difficult. Honestly, if this process was easy I wouldn’t have learned as much, but next time can you include an instruction manual?! I don’t think that’s too much to ask!

Love Always, Ja’el

Birthday me - Ja'el

31-Day Self-Love Writing Challenge

January is Self-Love month, and it marks the 4th year that we’ve hosted the 31-Day Self-Love Writing Challenge. You can participate by submitting your self-love writing to be published on this blog. You can submit your writing here. You can also participate by writing your self-love posts on your own blog and linking back to the 31-Day Self-Love Writing Challenge, 2014 blog post and Facebook event. If you don’t start on January 1st, that’s fine! You can jump into the challenge whenever you want.

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If you don’t feel comfortable sharing your self-love writing, you can write in a journal or write yourself self-love emails. If writing isn’t for you, simply reading others’ self-love writing can be powerful and beneficial to you on your self-love journey.

About jaelisawesome

I am currently a senior at Randolph College, founded as Randolph-Macon Woman's College in 1891, majoring in Political Science: International Relations with minors in Spanish and Studio Art. Born and raised in Richmond, Virginia I believe that I have significant contributions to make to the world of diplomacy and US foreign policy. As Student Government President I am the liaison between the students and the faculty and administration, as well as the student representative to the Board of Trustees. I also serve as the Co-President of an all female a cappella group Songshine. I am known for being involved in any and every aspect at school. Some of my passions include playing on the volleyball and tennis teams, singing in almost every group at my school, performing in my very first musical Spring Awakening in the theatre department to taking orders as a barista at the schools’ coffee shop Main Grounds. After I graduate in May 2012, I aspire to attend the Master of Arts in Political Science with a concentration in European Union Policy Studies one-year, 33-credit graduate program. The intensive, residential program is based wholly in Florence, Italy and results in an MA degree in Political Science from James Madison University. My goal is to spread the Love Warrior Community, meaning more people actively bringing self-love into their lives and into the lives of others, more people accepting and loving themselves as they are and more people empowered to follow their passions and share them with the world. The Love Warrior Community is as strong as those involved. By joining the Love Warrior Community, I have the opportunity to create my own self-love practice, bringing more love into my life and the lives of those around me. I will be able to influence a greater number of people and help them to see their value and worth beyond their bodies.
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