When I met my ex-husband, I felt as though the world had stopped and nothing existed but our love. As our relationship progressed, I could not imagine my life with out him in it. We were together for 10 years when he dropped the Big “D” word on me. At first he said it was because we had grown apart. This was not my perception on the marriage. It came as an extra shock and incredible pain when I found out he had been cheating on me. We then got divorced. I was crushed and thought that it was not possible to find someone that I loved the way that I had my Ex.
When I met Jon, my heart instantly knew he was someone I could love, however, my heart has been on guard. I believe it is because I am afraid. When he asked me to marry him, my heart skipped a beat, and when we had a quick, private wedding, just him and I, I knew he was the one.
I am still having insecurities about our relationship. I am wanting to learn how to enjoy my new relationship and get rid of all my fears.